THE WANDERING MIND

Has it ever occurred to you that you went to read some smut and found a novelist allowing you a glimpse philosophy laden smut.  Well that's exactly what I found last night. Stories laden with Passion, Betrayal, LOVE, Twisted Minds,  Narcissistic personality, the JEALOUSY, LONGING, Feeling of Being Wanted or more so NEEDED. I went to look for something to read and have a quick release before bed. But found something that held me there. Tho haven't really read the lastest chapter yet but I'm hooked. Since I left college and joined the job sector, I missed the quite peaceful corners I used to find to read, from a book, that wonderful smell of new pages, the feel of knowing a book from the annotations that you did while reading, all came back but this time on my phone, on my screen. The smell and touch was different but for me the feeling was very familiar.  The way this author wrote about and around the smut and not just the smut pulled me into it. The complex and completene...

Recently I had the chance of watching the trailer of the movie The Nice Indian Guy. An Indian family with a boy who is gay. From watched it looked what I'd except from an Indian origin/Indian family who is living in USA, but still has most of the values of a conservative Indian family. The movie is exactly what an Indian Gay Boy dreams of having. May be not just Indian but every gay boy and man has this same dream. a man to hug and melt into his arms. A persons to his home, love, comfort and a lot more. So coming to the movie, the difference in culture was very much visible when the family scenes and was portrayed very aptly. The characters are apt and gives the non Indian viewers glimpse of what goes on in a Indian household.  But mind you. this is a family who is living in USA. Very different from a one living in India. I'm not sure the way that family is acting it'd be same if they were in India. As society works in a different manner here in India rather than USA. yes u...

I had no intention to start writing a blog post I have tried and failed before but it seems like I need to vent out somewhere other than my diary she's having a hard time containing it and many times I don't have access to it so having a blog gives me the digital way to put my thoughts out for everyone out there and if anyone wants to share there thoughts with me or share there perspective I'd be happy to do so. Being 28 and an unemployed and being punished for god knows what I'm slumped.  2 years being wasted and I cant do anything.... So here it is my venting my depression and my weakness...…