THE WANDERING MIND

 So my journey began when I was in second year of my medical school. Now keep in mind that I'm Indian and When I say 2nd year I mean halfway through becoming a doctor and just few months away from taking Step 1. I'm a 2017 batch medical school graduate. So when I was ending my 2nd year I already logged into ECFMG website and made myself an account. Then I started reading the handbook, and found that there is something known as WDOMS and Sponsors Note. The world directory of Medical Schools is like an international directory. Having information about all the medical schools and their programs. And in that you can search any medical school that is or was operational. Once you have found your medical school you click on the name and they show you the dedicated school page. On that there is a section about sponsors note. in this different accrediting agencies give you sponsor note for your college/school. Kinda saying that they trust your school with studies and training.  So I we...

  I find this word fascinating, calming, infuriating, Sad, and sometimes Happiness too. It's something that we all enjoy, or atleast I do. We always talk about silence a the means to meditate and the peace and calm and quiet that comes with it. But rarely talk about the other parts of the silence. Which in my opinion are as important as the meditation part, on of them is the sadness and the feeling of detachment combined as one. The silence when someone is ignoring you and you feel hurt and uncared for. One more perspective that comes to my mind apart from the hurt conveying is the the peace and quiet after a long loud stressful day. And no it's different from that of meditation.  Let's dive a little deeper into the Sadness part and try and understand as to why being quiet and avoiding words isn't always a good choice. Imagine that you are fighting with someone(Verbally) and you decide to de-escalate the matter by remaining quite in fear of not saying things that yo...

So, I discovered that all the posts that I was putting my mind and thoughts into were not getting any views. I was puzzled as to why its happening. Then somehow the idea to check the post out on preview section came into mind. The image loaded but no text appeared. I was puzzled as to why, the net is working fine but still the text which requires the least isn't appearing, but the image is getting loaded. Then I checked the other post in view section same problem the text isn't showing. But when I tried to select the text using my cursor I was able to select it. Meaning the colour of the text was same as background colour. I tried the simple and age old "Black text and white background" but still the problem persists. I tried the 'Help' section, to no avail. They had no helpful answers. Then I went forward and did a simple google search. The answer shocked me. Blogger does not like, you customizing the page. Everytime you customize the text issue will appear. ...

                          How do you handle the feeling of being left out in a relationship that once made you feel bliss. The feeling of Happiness and of being seen and being enough. Yes there are couples that from the very start or by means of communications with each other tend to go for an open relationship but How does it feels when your better-half or Your partner is in arms of other person and having intimate relations with them. Then coming home to you behaving like everything is fine.  I don't think that the way you found out, like from other people or you yourself stumble on them or their messages is going to sooth the pain and heartbreak that one feels, as our world just got shattered. But I think, those who come clean before having an intimate relationship with someone outside their relation are a bit merciful. Atleast they had the courage to breakup/divorce the other person with some truth remai...

                              It's not just the kids these days but the adults, both the parents generation as well the grand parents generation who are glued to the cell phone.  We blame that children don't read and that they lack basic knowledge about how the simple work is to be done around household or in the yard or in their own car, but we forget that children learn what we show them. We millennial are the generation who saw the introduction of cell phones and the shift from landline and PCs to mobiles and laptops. We went from reading a hard/soft cover book to reading in a kindle. Later on reading on our phones, that is if we aren't wasting time on tick tock or reels or YouTube shorts. It was our generation which had the opportunity to learn from our parents how to do work around the house, in the house and around a vehicle. But with the advent of all that, the new tech created a gap between us...

The urge to leave everything and DISAPPEAR..... The urge to be INVISIBLE..... These kind of thoughts have become a staple in our ind. Not only the Young generation but the same urge and feeling can be seen in the previous generations also. But is it that simple. being invisible, disappearing from the world..... We humans are social animals, yes some of us are introverts and prefer to live the least social life, but the important word is least. but not devoid of social interactions. For most it feels good to be listened to, to be asked, weather its opinion on a project, trip, or just simple family matters. And when ignored on such trivial matters we feel excluded. but when things become difficult the urge to disappear is so strong that we forget this isn't easy and also not going to solve the problem. Being not heard and being ignored leaves us fuming, but somehow we feel that going somewhere where no one knows me is the best possible solution to all my problems. being l...